0 Poem the Loss of a Loved One

In my heart I feel like I’ve lost control In my body there’s more than a broken SoulIn the skies there lives an angel or moreCause I’m sure you passed through heaven’s door I swear I could see you in the smiles of a childI could sense your Spirit running in the wildI could feel your touch when I close my eyesCause memories live in our bodies and minds  I know you are safe as an Angel of GodAnd you watch over me as you sit on a CloudAnd the tears I shed over your LossAre now rivers of Love for us to cross I need to make peace with loosing youCause I can’t wake up trying to find youI can’t keep seeing you in the faces of strangersCause we...

0 Poem Taken for Granted

Do you see, there’s a mighty ghost in me Can you tell, which is Heaven, which is HellYou surrendered your heart like an actor in a play Now words can’t describe what I want to say How does it feel to be taken for grantedTo be pushed around, so fooled, so blindedTo be ripped off from freedom of choiceCause you believed they were your own true voice She said, “I never stopped loving you”I just thought I knew what’s best for youI wanted to protect you from your own saboteurAnd keep your heart untouched and pure Now I loathe myself for doing this to youI was a ‘know it all’ like some sort of guruWould you find it in your heart to forgive my mistake?So...

0 Poem : Pave a Brand New Track

I thought that things will become easier Cause as we grow old we become wiser I thought that time will bring me joy That’s the price I paid for being a boy The boy must die for the man to be born As he one by one removes life’s thorns As he bleeds from the pain he signed up for His Soul grows like he’s never seen before As he picks the pieces from the floor He looks for the bits he left on the shore He seeks the Love that was never returned And with people’s judgment, he’s not concerned He Thanks the Lord for the blessings in disguise For that innocent look in a new born’s eyes For a chance to Love, to live and give back To leave a legacy...

0 Poem : Dysfunctional Families

People passing by in a blink of an eye You see many faces you can’t identify You see women hiding behind makeup masks And groups of men with Vodka flasks I dabble with the thought of staying alone With no one to call my heart’s backbone Would it be so sad to enjoy my aloneness Though I’m never overwhelmed by loneliness I wonder sometimes if something is disconnected Like the bridge between our hearts has been ruined Cause it makes me feel like we’re not related Like blood is really not thicker than water So what if we’re not raised, with this kind of Love We can’t tell the difference between a pigeon and a dove We can’t understand how families...

0 Day 3 :Poem (Keep the Faith)

I’ve been rowing against the same old current I’m fighting time, I’m not living in the present I’ve been digging for years my own deep grave Cause I didnt know how to be brave I’m surrounded by many many stars Most of which don’t glow too far Most of which are becoming dim Hanging on a breath, as to me they swim I find myself talking to trees Communing with birds and the far away seas I try to take one conscious breath But I fear for my own Ego’s death They say you have nothing to fear Except the lust you have in your tear Except the death of your Will to live And giving up on the Love you give Once these have died, you’ll feel alone More...

0 Day 2: I will put you in your right place

Thank You from the depth of my heartFor showing me that I’m not a partI don’t rank high in your priority And my needs are not your responsibility I release you from my realityCause of my Love, you are not worthyGo seek it somewhere else pleaseCause I don’t tolerate being displeased My feelings aren’t a video gameA virtual reality where all feel the sameI’m Unique in my Love and needsAnd I expect to be treated equally What a mess we came to beWhen I ignored my heart’s warningThings have fallen out of placeJust so I can put you, in your right pl...

0 Day 1:The definition of Love

Sometimes you don’t realize how happy you are Until someone points out that your smile is bizarreYou float on a cloud as if you’re madly in loveAnd the hours pass by cause you never have enough Sometimes it’s a feeling that is out of this worldAnd many times it’s as if your heart got hurledYet the pain you feel after a heartbreaking lossIs not as real as the Love you came across It hurts cause you feel like you’ve lost controlRejected, undesired, you lost part of your SoulBut remember the moments you were joyous and lovedThey’re more important than feeling sad and unloved Yet both of these states are not the only truthCause true Love is...

1 Day 1: First Post

hihi, there is the first post on this blog .. here I just want post about waste my life on earth is Allah S...