0 Myself, I will No Longer Betray

So what if I told you I don’t understand
What if I told you I am not your woman!
Love me or hate me, just decide on one
I was walking slowly, but I’m about to run

Why does it end before it’s even begun
Just this once, I wanna know I’ve won
Just for a change I wanna shoot the gun
And not be the victim of a job undone

Why do emotions control what I do
And I always cave in when I’m feeling blue
I want to leave, in the opposite direction
But I’m pulled so strongly cause of my affection

I can’t imagine my life without your touch
Cause without you here, I’d miss you so much
It’s the paradox I live every second of the day
But this time myself, I will no longer betray ~

0 A Beautiful Lie

You must have planned it from the start
That one day you shall rule my heart
With an iron fist or a touch of silk
Like Romans bathe in angelic milk

You must have laughed at how it worked
Cause I can see it clearly in your smirk
I'm glad you got what you've always wanted
A piece of my heart that you proudly flaunted

But how can you tell that it's been real?
When with the devil you sealed the deal
Don't you know it's all an illusion
And the truth is made of the love fusion

If you hurt one soul, you hurt yourself
And when you love yourself, you love it all
It's a beautiful lie that we all believed
Cause separation is, what the mind conceived

0 Turn it into a Great Value

I’m the frog and the prince
I understand life’s little hints
You may have left me feeling breathless
But I’m no longer waiting for my princess

Why do we wait for fairytales
When in the end Love always prevails
Don’t you know it eats your Soul
When you compromise what makes you whole

We all deserve a Happy ending
But for that we need a Happy living
It’s not a goal or destination
It’s the daily work with decision making

You may decide to stand up tall
Or shrug your shoulders to feel so small
Cause no matter what happens to you
You can turn it around into a great value ~

0 Love Never Dies

I don’t know if I should smile or simply cry
Cause my tears are about to commit suicide
Once again I’ve lost a lover and a friend
Never knew that Love could lead to a dead end

I’ve missed the signs from my bitter past
The same lesson came back, way too fast
Learn or Repeat is the universal Law
That governs my life like a tiger’s claw

Sometimes I forget what’s important in life
It’s those loving people whose hearts can melt ice
Should I look back with tears in my eyes
Or pride and joy cause Love never dies ~

0 What is Real

Something deep inside my Soul
Tells me You and I are Whole
There's no lack in any of us
Cause that's the way He created us

We many lean on each other
Cause sometimes we may need a brother
Someone to hold our hands and pray
That everything goes in the right way

We may not know what's Best
But I need to get this off my Chest
And Who is better than our creator
To help me heal and become greater

So today I'm grateful for this moment
And for everything that may be an ailment
Cause that's the way I learned to heal
Through Love and prayer for what is real

0 There's hope for tomorrow

Nothing has changed, we're still the same
Trying to figure out the rules of the game
And it's not so hard to see for yourself
That it's something bigger than ourselves

It's like an Angel trying to be
A human being who can't see
Blinded by, our wish for change
Without the presence of love exchange

But I guess there's hope for tomorrow
When we make peace with the pharaoh
That tyrant that lives within
That tells me I've been living in sin

But I won't let you take control
Not this time, I'm out of that hole
Cause I learned to listen to my Soul
And it says, in Love, everything is Whole

0 Keep the Faith

I’ve been rowing against the same old current
I’m fighting time, I’m not living in the present
I’ve been digging for years my own deep grave
Cause I didnt know how to be brave

I’m surrounded by many many stars
Most of which don’t glow too far
Most of which are becoming dim
Hanging on a breath, as to me they swim

I find myself talking to trees
Communing with birds and the far away seas
I try to take one conscious breath
But I fear for my own Ego’s death

They say you have nothing to fear
Except the lust you have in your tear
Except the death of your Will to live
And giving up on the Love you give

Once these have died, you’ll feel alone
More alone than a buried bone
So keep the faith burning in your heart
And give your Love to your counterpart ~

0 ❝ I’m Sorry ❞

They say my Mama knows what’s best
Cause mothers are the truly blessed
They say my future has been planned
Without permission from my inner man

They say there’s always a happy ending
But what about those whose hearts are pending
What about those who took a vow
To stay pure till the day they die

What about lovers who live apart
Does the flame still live within their hearts
Do they remain true to the one they love
Or do they cheat in their mind and thought

Too many questions remain unasked
And too many answers wait intact
Cause each has an ending to their story
And we hope our Grave won’t say “I’m Sorry”

0 We’re All the Same

There’s so much left to be told
Whenever your heart begins to unfold
Whenever the moon starts a brand new phase
It means you’re about to leave the maze

It means the past, stays where it belongs
And the world corrects your self-made wrongs
Maybe it’s time to leave the nest
The one that’s build without your request

Cause the day had come to be on your own
Alone we come, and alone we’re gone
What matters the most is the Love you shared
And the moments you felt, they really cared

Even though in life we might be paired
And we think we are, always well prepared
But the hits will come, very unexpected
Even for those, we say are the gifted ~

0 Let Life take it own Free Course

Another hour has been wasted
As I hold my breath, I almost fainted
I quietly sit and look at your pictures
In hopes that I'd delete the scriptures

I don't want to live according to plan
Cause plans hardly ever create a man
I want to live this moment with you
And forget that we even know the truth

We may not have a future together
But love won't turn me into a beggar
There's so much pride in my every tear
I don't really know why they even appear

But somewhere deep inside my Soul
Is a place that words can never console
It's a place connected to our Source
So I'll just let life, take it own free course

0 As a Proof of the Love I Carry Inside

Empty glasses and broken hearts
Are not the same when we’re apart
A small kiss on every cheek
A pillow fight before we sleep
Memories of a love that’s deep
Dreaming of a life we can’t keep

Faces passing like a movie slide
Committed to the rules I will not abide
Looking for a place, for my face to hide
From a scary truth that was never by my side
A teacher, a book for my life, to guide
Towards a goal that had just died

For a bright light to appear in the sky
As a proof of the Love I carry inside
I’ll give birth to the new in my life
A baby, a child or a thought that’ll thrive
To live a life that deserves to strive
And praise the lord cause we’re still alive ~

0 The Mother I dream of having

I may not know who you truly are
or what's behind your bleeding scar
But I know that you have been my mother
For longer than I had my brothers

My Soul chose to come to you
So I'd understand my true value
To learn through her the missing pieces
When of my hand she slowly releases

She's the mother I dream of having
With a heart so brave, forever striving
With a Soul of an Angel, forgiving and loving
And to human nature always serving

My heart for love has not been starving
Cause she's been there when I needed saving
But I wish that again, I can become a child
To love her more than life defined ~

0 The Love Triangle

I try so hard not to think of you
Cause my tears come down, out of the blue
I sometimes say it can’t be true
That you and I, have missed the clue

It’s hard enough when you’re not here
But when you are, things seem so clear
We’ve denied the truth for way too long
We even believed that we don’t belong

Do you think we’re blinded from reality
That together we’ll create something mighty
Deep down in my heart, that’s how I feel
But it seems too late to change the deal

Your wedding bells, I can hear from far
And I might be the one who’ll play the guitar
I’ll write a song for you and him
And dance the night until it’s dim

There will be a woman on my arm
But I’ll be smitten by your charm
And once again I’ll cover my heart
And pray that it heals when you depart ~

0 Happy Valentine's Day

You’re the sweetest girl I know
Cause your heart is white as snow
When with you, I feel I’m whole
Cause we’re connected at the Soul

It’s the middle of the night
And you’re always on my mind
I’m thinking of the time
When Love was sweet and blind

Now I wish I can rewind
And build castles in the sand
I’ll forget I had a plan
And simply be your Valentine

Can you tell that I’m the one who supports you
Had your back for years, would never hurt you
Why can’t you see, You Belong with me
You Belong with me ~

0 ‎Lost Between the Strings of a Guitar

They tell you dreams don't come true
Cause they can't dream as big as you
They tell you life is not that simpleThat you can't always be so blissful

But I'll agree to disagree
Only cause I want to be
Myself, my truth, my everything
Happy to know that I own nothing

We're merely pilgrims on this road
We'll soon give back what we borrowed
Cause nothing really belongs to me
In this world that's so foamy

Then a glimpse of reality
crawls down on this insanity
And we're reminded of our Home
That disappears by the break of dawn

Cause we forgot who we truly are
Got lost between the strings of a guitar
But as we play to find our way
We make music that forever stays ~

0 Poem For ‎Happy Valentine's Day

You’re the sweetest girl I know
Cause your heart is white as snow
When with you, I feel I’m whole
Cause we’re connected at the Soul

It’s the middle of the night
And you’re always on my mind
I’m thinking of the time
When Love was sweet and blind

Now I wish I can rewind
And build castles in the sand
I’ll forget I had a plan
And simply be your Valentine

Can you tell that I’m the one who supports you
Had your back for years, would never hurt you
Why can’t you see, You Belong with me
You Belong with me ~