0 Crossroads

I miss you even though you’re here
I can hear your voice loud and clear
But I know you’re about to leave again
Cause that’s the way it’s always been

I talk to you as if you never leave
I build my dreams out of pure belief
I walk the streets looking for a sign
For someone to say I’ll soon be fine

There’s always a feeling of emptiness
That always leaves me so breathless
It takes over the moment you go
And it takes a while to release and let go

But then you’re back once again
And I praise the lord, I say Amen
But deep inside I know it’s temporary
And that’s a burden that I have to carry

You realize you mean the world to me
And I make it look like it’s so easy
I do it all so you won’t feel my pain
But all the pressure is driving me insane

We’re stuck at a crossroad for years now
And the scene won’t end until we take a bow
But who has the courage to initiate
Is a whole new chapter that has to wait.

0 Turn it into a Great Value

I’m the frog and the prince
I understand life’s little hints
You may have left me feeling breathless
But I’m no longer waiting for my princess

Why do we wait for fairytales
When in the end Love always prevails
Don’t you know it eats your Soul
When you compromise what makes you whole

We all deserve a Happy ending
But for that we need a Happy living
It’s not a goal or destination
It’s the daily work with decision making

You may decide to stand up tall
Or shrug your shoulders to feel so small
Cause no matter what happens to you
You can turn it around into a great value ~

0 Happiness

I've seen the leaves falling down
And the trees don’t blame the sun
Why can’t I be more like them
And shed what appears to be a gem

I learned today that it’s a choice
That happiness, does have a voice
So I’ll wear a smile on my face
And act as if I’m full of grace

Cause if I’ll wait for a better time
Happiness might never arrive
So today is surely, a joyful day
Cause Love has again, found its way ~

0 The Mother I dream of having

I may not know who you truly are
or what's behind your bleeding scar
But I know that you have been my mother
For longer than I had my brothers

My Soul chose to come to you
So I'd understand my true value
To learn through her the missing pieces
When of my hand she slowly releases

She's the mother I dream of having
With a heart so brave, forever striving
With a Soul of an Angel, forgiving and loving
And to human nature always serving

My heart for love has not been starving
Cause she's been there when I needed saving
But I wish that again, I can become a child
To love her more than life defined ~

0 With Love I Radiate

I sit here alone behind my desk
As if I’m watching a funny burlesque
I sip my coffee slow and nice
And wonder where I should throw the dice

Maybe I’m the dice that life throws
And I should follow its track of arrows
Do you really think we have Free Will
Or we come to Earth so the blanks we fill

I do have a simple understanding of life
But most have at least a theory or five
We see the world through our experience
And each has a lens of peace or vengeance

But I choose to see it as a loving place
Despite the ignorance of the human race
Despite the hate or wars we create
I’m standing tall with Love I radiate

0 Poem: Me & the Moon

I’m trying to decide between you and the moon
But it’s taking too long or is it too soon?
Is it time to come out of your cocoon?
Or should I wait till it’s past noon!

I always say, the time is gone
Sooner or later the moon moves on
Leaving me behind, waiting for a sign
For a voice in my head to say I’ll be fine

What is love without some gloomy days
A feeling of despair like I’m lost in a maze
But will I ever learn the Earth’s ways
Or simply wait for a new phase?

0 The Lines of my Palm)

I look at my hand to read my fate
Maybe the lines would change my state
Maybe the curves would become straight
So we could start with a brand new slate

Maybe I don't understand
What went wrong with my inner man
It's nothing that I really planned
Cause it happened without my demand

But it matters not what others say
It matters not what they survey
Cause I'm not a part of your statistics
I only care for your love and ethics

I simply care for your thoughts of kindness
For your heart's depth and Soul's fullness
For words stronger than "Ever After"
For morning smiles and Sunday laughter

Cause what if my palms changed the lines
Will your heart and mine forever align
Or will my fate run away to you
To be with you, eternally true!

0 Short Poems - Christmas Poems

On this very special day, I’ll extend my Love to you
I will celebrate your birth, whether I’m Muslim, Christian or Jew
Whether you believe in him or not, was never the question of the day
Cause his love has touched your heart, in every single possible way

His foot prints left a trail of hope, for those who come won’t be lost
But all truths have to go through trials, until they’re proven or tossed
So never mind who will doubt, it’s just their fear speaking out
Just let their words pass through you, whether they whisper or shout

From their mouths to your ears, surrender them to the hands of God
Cause it matters not what they say, it matter not if they applaud
Now is the time to stand up tall, and send a prayer to those in need
Cause every word has the power, to change a life, YES indeed!!

0 Short Poem - Who will win this heart of mine?

Who will win this heart of mine?
And release me to be with the divine
Won't the world just send me a signSome drops of rain would turn to wine

Is she the one who lives close by
Or the one I met in the middle of July
Is she the one who was always here
All this time that I wasn't aware

How could I, have been so blind
Now all this time, I can't rewind
I hope I learned this lesson well
Flowers do cheat with their smell

0 Short Poem: Heal the Symptoms

It’s crawling down on me now
This feeling that I won’t allow
Not again will I let this be
My future, present or history

Not again will I let the stars
Shine brighter behind the bars
Or let my own track of flaws
Trap me in with both its jaws

This time I will not be silenced
Will not stop, until I’m balanced
Won’t let my mind take control
As if my thoughts are on patrol

I will fight with all my strength
Until I reach the farthest lengths
Cause I’m not born to be a victim
I am here to heal the symptoms ~

0 Life Poem - Talking to my Tree

I sit across from my tree
To empty that which feels heavy
To tell her that I've made it through
Through the dark and into the blue

I can feel my body radiate
Vibrating to a higher state
With that which we are made from
When we found our inner kingdom

There's never been an easier task
Like closing my eyes just to relax
To watch the thoughts which rule my world
And discard illusions that are so absurd

Yet the challenge has never been so hard
To find a reason to leave your bed
To find a purpose that was always there
Yet we keep on searching for it elsewhere

It's funny how we look for years
Spending our lives changing gears
To seek that thing which gives us love
Until we find it deep, within our Selves ~

0 RIP Steve Jobs

“When you grow up, you tend to get told that the world is the way it is and your life is just to live your life inside the world, try not to bash into the walls too much, try to have a nice family, have fun, save a little money. That’s a very limited life. Life can be much broader, once you discover one simple fact, and that is that everything around you that you call life was made up by people that were no smarter than you. And you can change it, you can influence it, you can build your own things that other people can use. Once you learn that, you’ll never be the same again. The minute that you understand that you can poke life and actually something will, you know if you push in, something will pop out the other side, that you can change it, you can mold it. That’s maybe the most important thing. It’s to shake off this erroneous notion that life is there and you’re just gonna live in it, versus embrace it, change it, improve it, make your mark upon it."

0 ‎Beauty is Everywhere

I miss the person you used to be
A floating star in this galaxy
A melting point in our heart's tree
A ray of light that shines from the sea

Now look at yourself, what do you see?
A reflection of all the darkness in me
A broken Soul who believed their lies
And thought on them she can rely

But I'll watch you rise from the aches
As you slowly dust your eyelashes
I'll open my eyes to see you there
A woman whose heart is truly rare

Together we lived many lives before
Cause we both come from the same Source
For the light that shines through your pores
Shines though me and everything in this world

Now look again through your heart
Not through years of living apart
You'll find the beauty that was always there
Waiting for a chance to grow everywhere!

0 Full of Grace

Days will pass, nights will flow
The sun will rise on Earth below
But as we dance in this state
We forget we're true Soul mates

Cause nothing really comes to mind
When both our hearts are combined
We simply stare in complete silence
And see our future in our presence

Nothing matters anymore
Except your smell, that I adore
Except the girl on the fifth floor
Whose heart I want to explore

Cause when she wants to impress
All she does is simply Bless
Bless our days with her grace
Until all darkness, she will erase ~

0 ‎What's Gone is Gone

It's time to move on, I'll pick up the pieces
What's gone is gone, soon the pain will decreases
And I'm not holding on to the fantasy we had
Cause we know with time, it will drive us mad

And I'm not holding strong to my emotions
I'll let my tears run down into the oceans
At least I'll feel ONE with the living
And not this void from wanting forgiving

At least I'll tell the truth to myself
Instead of ignoring my heart's true wealth
Cause what if emotions weren't real
Then I'll have nothing else to conceal

I'm letting the world know who I am
Even when the truth might overwhelm
Cause I can't keep silent any longer
When silence turns into buried anger

I can't keep dying slowly inside
Cause you don't want to heal what you denied
This time it's final, I'm moving on
There's no turning back, what's gone is gone!